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Revisiting Throne of Glass: A Different Kind of Nostalgia

8/15/2025

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Rereads always surprise me. They peel back layers I didn't notice the first time and bring emotions to the surface I didn't expect. Joining a friend group-reread of Throne of Glass felt like slipping back into a familiar world, but this time, I noticed things I had missed before.
One of the biggest surprises was how differently I connected with the characters. In my early reads, Chaol was always my favorite, especially within the love triangle that takes up so much space in the beginning. I rooted for him, and I still love his loyalty and steady presence. But this time, Dorian stood out to me in ways he never had before.
Knowing how much he loses, and how much he changes, cast a shadow over even his happiest moments. There's a thread of sadness woven through his story that I didn't fully feel until now. While I admire his growth and the man he becomes, I also find his arc one of the least satisfying, maybe because of how much it hurts to see the price he pays.
Celaena, though, has always been at the heart of it all. What struck me most on this reread were the small sacrifices she makes, often without thinking first, like when she dives off the building to save Nox. She didn't have to do that. It wasn't part of her test, and it didn't advance her in the competition. But she did it anyway because it was the right things to do, and in those unguarded moments, her true character shines through. Beneath the bravado, the arrogance, the masks she wears... she cares.
Chaol's journey with her moved me too. He is so cautious, so rigid, and yet he can't help but slowly let her in. Every step he takes toward her feels like a betrayal of something else: his loyalty, his future, his friendship with Dorian. And yet he does it, because she becomes more than just a duty to him. Watching him wrestle with that conflict felt even more poignant this time around.
Then there's Nehemia. Her methods may not always be perfect, but her intentions are pure. She wants so badly to be a part of Celaena's story, to push her towards her destiny, even if it costs her. We all either have a Nehemia in our lives, or more often than not we want to be a Nehemia to someone else. That fierce loyalty, that belief in someone's potential, even when it's messy or inconvenient, is one of the most beautiful parts of friendship.
Even the villains broke my heart this reread. The King, who comes across as nothing but cruel and loathsome here, carries a hidden layer that only reveals itself much later. Knowing what I know now, I can't help but read his scenes differently... there's a thread of tragedy running through him that I completely missed the first time.
Kaltain, too, struck me in a new way. On the surface she feels vapid and self-centered, but with hindsight, it's clear how easily others manipulate and use those traits against her. Her journey is one of the most haunting in the series, and rereading this first glimpse of her left me aching, knowing where her path will lead.
Together, they reminded me that no character in this world is ever just one thing... good, evil, shallow or strong. Everyone carries shadows and scars, and sometimes even the most unlikely figures leave behind the most unforgettable marks.
And maybe that's what make Throne of Glass so special tome.These characters, heroes, villains, and everyone in between, feel alive. They stumble, they sacrifice, they love, they break. Even in this first book, you can feel the undercurrents of what's to come, both in the foreshadowing Sarah J. Maas so cleverly wove in, and in the way each character carries both light and shadow inside them.
This reread left me grateful... for the story, for the characters, and for the reminder that books can grow with us. Every time I return to Throne of Glass, I learn something new, not just about the characters but about myself. And no matter how many times I open its pages, it still resonates, still teaches, still feels like coming home.

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Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros

8/2/2023

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When was the last time you read a book that struck a cord with you? For me, that was the Fourth Wing. Let’s start with a brief summary of this book.

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Twenty-year-old Violet Sorrengail was supposed to enter the Scribe Quadrant, living a quiet life among books and history. Now, the commanding general—also known as her tough-as-talons mother—has ordered Violet to join the hundreds of candidates striving to become the elite of Navarre: dragon riders.
But when you’re smaller than everyone else and your body is brittle, death is only a heartbeat away...because dragons don’t bond to “fragile” humans. They incinerate them.
With fewer dragons willing to bond than cadets, most would kill Violet to better their own chances of success. The rest would kill her just for being her mother’s daughter—like Xaden Riorson, the most powerful and ruthless wingleader in the Riders Quadrant.
She’ll need every edge her wits can give her just to see the next sunrise.
Yet, with every day that passes, the war outside grows more deadly, the kingdom's protective wards are failing, and the death toll continues to rise. Even worse, Violet begins to suspect leadership is hiding a terrible secret.
Friends, enemies, lovers. Everyone at Basgiath War College has an agenda—because once you enter, there are only two ways out: graduate or die.

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A Thousand Heartbeats by Kiera Cass

12/30/2022

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Annika is a princess who has lived a life of luxury. Lennox is a bloody enforcer for his outcast tribe. Both are stuck in a life that is not their own. When their paths cross however, something both believed was unattainable for them sparks to life… love. With their paths being so intertwined and atrocities committed on both side, will the possibility of love be enough to forgive all wrongs? Only time will tell.
I am a long time fan of Kiera Cass. I read the Selection series a few years back and loved it! Recently I read the Betrothed and it reminded me why I liked Kiera Cass’ writing style. However, I think I have to say… A Thousand Heartbeats might be my favorite of them all. This book had a little more of what I liked than the other books by Cass. Over the years I’ve come to love authors like Sarah J. Maas, Sabaa Tahir, and Victoria Aveyard. What do they have in common? They write very detailed worlds with characters that grow and change over the course of their slightly longer books. While this was a standalone book, I felt like more of these traits were incorporated i


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Beauty Reborn by Elizabeth Lowham

12/15/2022

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Beauty Reborn falls into one of my favorite genres... Fairytale retellings. This particular one is a Beauty and the Beast retelling. The book begins with Beauty's family having lost their fortune and being forced to sell their estate and all their belongings and move into a hovel. When Beauty's father steals a golden rose from a castle he returns home to bid his 4 children goodbye. The price for his theft is his life. On a dangerous whim, Beauty takes the charm that was meant to magically return her father to the castle. But when she arrives to take his place, the castle is empty. She goes through the castle looking for the hideous beast that demanded a life's debt, but all she finds is the magic of the castle as it attempts to make her comfortable. Eventually she "meets" the beast, however, every time she tries to steal a glance at him, he vanishes without a trace. Soon she falls into a comfortable pattern of existence,  even going so far as to spend her days in the library reading to the beast. However, when the beast continues to ask her to marry him, dark secrets from her past are brought to light.
As far as I understand, this is Elizabeth Lowham's first book. While there were definitely moments where that was very evident, overall I really enjoyed this book. I’m a sucker for any fairytale retelling, but my bread and butter really is Beauty and the Beast. I don’t know what it is about the story, but it resonates with me and it always has. Lowham does a good job of adding her own touch to the story that made it feel just that little bit different from other versions I’ve read. Though on a fun side note, I felt a lot of A Court of Thorns and Roses undercurrents peppered throughout this version.


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    Books have become a part of my life. However, that wasn't always the case. Since discovering the wonder of books, I can't seem to find enough time in the day to indulge in my bibliophilic ways. This page is to catalog those things which I have read. I hope you enjoy!

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My name is Stefani. I am a princess, a dragon rider, a warrior, a magician, a time traveler, a crime solver and so much more. But for "technical" purposes you can call me a Librarian. I teach Elementary Library and Technology as well as High School Coding and Robotics. In my spare time I love books, archery, fishing, crafts and a lot of little things that make life wonderful.

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