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The past couple of weeks have felt like juggling fire while standing in a construction zone… literally. Our school is still being revamped, I’m scrambling to get everything ready for back-to-school, and the August heatwave has been relentless. In the middle of it all, I’ve found myself clinging to small things that calm the chaos: routines, humor, moments of rest, and perspective.
Over the last couple of years, our school has been under construction to help bring us into the 21st century, making the building safer and more energy-efficient. With school starting next week, many staff, myself included, have been trying to get into the building to set up classrooms, prep student Chromebooks, and tackle all the other details that come with back-to-school. The problem is that much of the building is still in disrepair. Rooms are filled with construction gear, ceilings are open with ventilation and electrical unfinished, there’s no air conditioning, and the dust is everywhere. (To be clear … they should be done next week, Monday or Tuesday.) In two of my rooms, crews are still actively working. The few times I’ve stepped in, all of my things have been shifted around, leaving me unable to find what I need. I’m doing my best not to panic, but at the end of the day, life itself often feels like a construction zone, unsettled and unfinished. Navigating back-to-school in these conditions requires skills that aren’t usually part of the process. Normally, patience is something I extend to students and staff as we all adjust to a new year. Right now, I’m practicing it in excess and asking others to offer it back to me as I juggle under less-than-ideal circumstances. Adaptability has become essential. I can’t set things up the way I’d like, so I’ve had to change my approach. I spent at least a week making sure my curriculum was fully digitized so that, when the time finally comes to set up physically, I can focus on the classrooms themselves. The truth is, life rarely gives us perfect conditions. Growth and progress come from learning to adapt, even when things are far from ideal. In the middle of the dust and disarray, I’ve leaned on anchors that steady me. Routines keep me grounded, especially my planner. Some days I use it to map out tasks ahead, other days I record what I’ve accomplished. Watching the pages fill reminds me that I am making progress, that the chaos does mean something. I also rely on humor. You know the phrase, “You have to laugh, otherwise you’ll cry”? As cliché as it sounds, it’s true. Sometimes it’s a silly meme I scroll past, or something hilariously out-of-the-blue my niece says. Rest is another anchor, though it doesn’t come naturally to me. I’ve started blocking it out in my planner as a reminder that “me time” deserves as much space as the work that piles up. In those moments of rest, I find perspective: my success and value aren’t tied only to what I accomplish. Work matters, but it can’t be the whole of life. What I’ve learned through this process is simple: construction zones are messy, but they’re temporary. And at the end of the day, they’re signs that something new is being built or something old is being repaired. The dust will settle, and the growth will be worth the mess.
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Heya, Billhilly Fam!I’m Stefani, a librarian, IT coordinator, teacher, daughter, aunt, and sister with a heart for faith, lifelong learning, and personal growth. I believe in community, in finding joy tucked into the day-to-day, and in using both the lessons and the missteps to keep moving forward. Categories
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